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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2025|06:45 pm]
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2 posts per year. That's how we do this now. [Mar. 26th, 2014|01:52 pm]
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It tends to be a pick up this journal when I'm either completely high up, or more often, completely low.

It's amazing how things progress throughout your life. Back in the day it was about girls and partying and now the thought of a club annoys the shit out of me.

The last post has just done it's job. After getting in awesome shape last year I did let it go quite a bit over winter. I went back up to half the weight I was and I've started again. I was half way through an exercise yesterday, thinking to myself, "I can't keep this up" but after reading that last post I know I need to push myself through it because I can't wait to feel that good again.

It comes during a bit of a rough week. The studio has been going well but it's a rough month not earning much and Chris is working kind of hard.

It's tough, but I need him to grow up quickly. Quicker than he can I think.

But that will work out, I'm sure. The business is popular, trial and error I think.

Car completely failed on me this week. Scrapped. Always a bit of a problem. Downer.

Annika is still around. It's been a while now. I'm still not sure how I feel about it right now. She's brilliant to have around. But I'm scared it's more for convenience. I do love her. But I'm not like, head over heels. Like I said in the last post I don't know if I'm capable if a romantic love anymore. I can go through the necessary motions of a romantic relationship but I feel completely plutonic.

Some would say that's a good thing. He has issues I never tell her she's beautiful and she hates that I'm hanging around these models all the time - which is completely about business.

I can't deny, and I don't, that these girls are hot and attention from people, photographers and models isn't a little bit nice but there's no convincing Annika it's not.

It's putting a strain on our relationship that isn't going to end it, but it could cause problems in the future. I have to cover my tracks on everything I do, even though everything I do is completely innocent and morally ok.

The strain comes with things like her moving in. I don't think I'm ready for her to move in. Things get moved, I get shouted at for not tidying things up and I think that side of my life is moving a little too fast for me. It's also a little too slow for her.

I should be able to tell her this, and she should understand. But she wouldn't. She'd take it on board negatively, there would be another argument about women and I'd have to back track. It's not a nice place to be, I feel quite trapped. She's moved in though.

I have the same feelings in the past, I don't want to hurt her and I want her to be in my life. But I need it to be less tense, so much of my brain power is focused on trying to build the business, for the future, I just don't have the time to argue about things that I see as tremendously insignificant.

Problems are there, like in any relationship, I dunno I've just never felt like we're one mind, but I don't want her to go.

She makes me better. She's the caring side, while I don't think about the nice things to do for people she does. But she can't do it for herself, and I feel awkward whenever I pay a compliment, I find it really hard to do, she doesn't understand that and sees it as her being treated badly. Too intense for me and I don't know if I have the capacity for change at this late stage.

Back onto other stuff. Training has started again business is moving forward however scary it is. That's all really. Enough girly shit for today.

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Putting the last entry to action [May. 10th, 2013|08:34 am]
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Morning!
It's been a while since I posted. Mainly because I've been happy with pretty much everything going on in my life.

I still am!

Last post was morbid but it really showed the position I was in at the time and I've made only one change but it's completely turned my life around I think.

I'm still with annika though I'm almost certain I don't think I can fall in love with her like I have done in the past with others. I don't think it's her, I think I'm just too late to that game, I don't think I could ever truly love anyone at this point in my life. People are asking me why I'm with her. In truth I love the companionship, she's lovely to talk to, helps me with my issues, she's really generous and kind but I don't know if this relationship will make it to the end of the year unfortunately. Ill keep trying though.

Body issues. I was 27 yesterday. Interesting, it hasn't hit me all that hard until just now. That's really old.

However, concerns in my last post were about my hair and my weight. Turns out I couldn't give two shots about my hair, it was all about the body issues which I've almost completely corrected.

I think I wanted to write this post today as a reminder to myself of how I feel right now. I'm in day 89 of p90x and whole I have a few aches and pains - and I know I can't keep this intensity up forever - I'm currently in the best shape of my life.

I'm eating well, sleeping well, exercising correctly and if I'm down about myself in the future I want to come back to this post and remember how good I feel right now. The advice I would give to myself if I've let myself get back into that terrible state I was before is that I have to get up off my ass, push play, eat right and fucking bring it.

It's not genetics, it's just me being fat and lazy which has caused me to have a shit time and the only person who can change it is myself by getting up and getting back on the program.

After that pep talk ill want to know the facts. The fact I've come down from 91/92 kg to 77kg. Over two stone lighter and when I look at myself in the mirror I'm not satisfied but I'm happy the abs are showing, I'm happy at my body shape, I'm happy I don't sweat while in bed, having sex, breathing anymore. I don't snore, I don't fart, I don't struggle to get up, I bounce up, I don't hobble to the bathroom in the flat, I walk high up tall, confident, and sometimes with no shirt on because I actually don't mind who sees me anymore.

I could go on like this for hours. Remember all the shit stuff I used to hide, in the house, in private, all because I couldn't control myself around chocolate, because I heaped chips on my plate. It's changed now and it is all down to tony Horton and p90x and the inspiration to eat right.

I'm happy with myself again. Remember that.

Anyway, I think a knock on effect from this new found happiness and confidence is how it's affected my business. I'm heavily booked up and realised yesterday I have a booking in each month of the year next year! This means I'm officially comfortable.

Also, yesterday was the first day I went to see the studio officially as mine. We're really going to go for this now, and it could work!

Can't say much about it yet as there's so much work to be done, but the dream is beginning to come true.

I've talked too much, need to get up and get to work for the day.

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Not hung over this time, just a bit Ill [Dec. 27th, 2011|05:51 pm]
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I don't feel very well today. sitting lying on the sofa in a fleece blanket thinking about how little money I have, how I have no one to love and how even though it's not particularly cold at the moment I'm completely freezing.

I think I'm coming down with something. I don't know what to do with my life. I'm so low on money. I have no motivation to get out there and make some. I might be just feeling a bit low today.

I need sun.

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16 Nov 2006 - Jan 2007 (originally posted on myspace blog) [Nov. 16th, 2006|06:52 am]
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# 13 Jan 2007
Chav Night

This is what happens to us when the LRV have a Chav night....


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# 11 Jan 2007
Top Gun Night 2

As I recall it was an awesome night. I've not been that druink in a while. Possibly the last topgun night. My head is killing me.

Not many photos. I was too drunk to use my cam much. I'm using flock now, the browsing program that works with photobucket. It lets you crop photos as you're uploading em which makes things look a lot better. So there maybe some pics that are slightly pixelated cuz I haven't got the hang of it yet.

Think of this when you're looking at them though, I've probably cut out a lot of black space :D




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# 16 Nov 2006
Cowboy Gobble 2........

Well, it's been a long time commin' but I'v finally done it, broken the ice, and got my camera out.
looks like it's gonna happen more often cuz these shots are good and I love actually knowing, and getting a feel for what happened over the course of the night.

It was cowboy night. Not the same as last year. Last year everyone managed to make an awesome effort but we lacked :(

Girls looked ace though, thy did very well, boys, I'm disappointed.
Myself included.

BACK TO CAM WHORING!

Only took 94, 87 of which were of any use. I know, I know, slacking a bit, but gimmie a chance I'm a bit rusty.

I would do the normal thumbnails but I wanna make commentso n the pics :D

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Wank night, but pretty good photos I think.
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2006|06:40 am]
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# 16 Nov 2006
Cowboy Gobble 2........

Well, it's been a long time commin' but I'v finally done it, broken the ice, and got my camera out.
looks like it's gonna happen more often cuz these shots are good and I love actually knowing, and getting a feel for what happened over the course of the night.

It was cowboy night. Not the same as last year. Last year everyone managed to make an awesome effort but we lacked :(

Girls looked ace though, thy did very well, boys, I'm disappointed.
Myself included.

BACK TO CAM WHORING!

Only took 94, 87 of which were of any use. I know, I know, slacking a bit, but gimmie a chance I'm a bit rusty.

I would do the normal thumbnails but I wanna make commentso n the pics :D


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GGGGRRRAGH [Oct. 24th, 2006|08:18 am]
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My G button has gone missing from my laptop so I'm now pushing on a little squidgy bit to make it work.

odd.

~Oh oh oh oh oh how sweet it is to be loved by you!

Ok, here's the dillio. Went out last night even htough I have an essay in for today. It's cool, it's ok, I'm a fuck up. I've started to get ill again too. Somethings made my throat all sore!
It started before I went out last night and, obviously, it hasdn't done me any good.

So yeah yesterday I skipped lectures, went to hanley to buy my costume for wednesday. Me, G and Matt are going out as Sam Fisher, stealth killing all night, as a hommage to the release of the new splinter cell game on the Xbox 360.

After that we went to watch cheerleading. I kept telling myself otherwise but I know the only reason why I went was to perve on Emma.

And I did. And I saw that it was good. She noticed too, I was embarassed and whatever. I don't think it's ever gonna happen, the boyfriend actually effects it on this one, she's quite big headed. A little too much for me maybe.

After that G asked me if I wanted to go out. But hmmm, essay in for next day, lectures at 11am...argh, what to do, what to do? I only went out because I hoped Emma would be there, just so I could stregthen what I got to last time. No doubt though she's now heard about Jenny.

I dunno if I've already talked about Jenny but I see her round everywhere and talk to her and stuff still. Rumors ar already around that I went home with her and shagged her. But I didn't. I mean Jenny is lovely, but she's a bit more...dunno, but she's cool. Out last night, she really thought I was coming onto her, you could see it in her face. Really I wa just pissed off G had left and I couldn't find anyone else. So I latched to her for a few mins.

After that, not much memory, car ride home...and wake up at 7:30am. I don't know why I woke this early. I have done most of the essay, infact, I may even hand it in how it is. I just ended up waking this early, I assume because I drank so much last night that my body ....omg omg omgogmogmg"!!!"!

the police just came round!!!!

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me matt n G went home in the car yesterday wearing balaclavas!!!!

hahahaa!
the police just came round to warn us! hahahaa!
they must've caught us on CCTV or something!!!! hahahaa!!! AWESOEM!!!!

haahaha"!!!!"RWbdrjtnbjn;!!!!

they're still here, it's so funny!!!!
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My time in America (Originally posted on myspace blog) [Jun. 15th, 2006|06:38 am]
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# 12 Sep 2006


Water should be sold in cans!!!

Current mood:anxious

Where did I gain the idea that lies in my subject title?



Yes I'm back at uni! That means long periods without anything to do, extreme laziness and a dramatic lack of kitchen utensils.



To explain in further detail I've been at uni a matter of hours, went to the takeaway, bought myself a can of rio.

I become thirsty later, after a haul of boredaziness (boredem and laziness) during which Matt sent me a pictures across msn of a set of pillows in his room all because I couldn't be arsed to go see if they were mine...upstairs. After dragging myself away from the computer into the kitchen I found we have no cups whatsoever. So I filled my can of rio with water and discovered that an aluminium can delivers soft liquids at a very good consistency!

Awesome! Just don't know how hygenic it is to use as a glass forever.



On another note my first day at the third year of uni has been rather awesome!

We got here, to discovered we'd been robbed which we weren't too bothered about I suppose, G lost the most and has insurance so it's all fine and dandy.



But liek we'd been there an hour and already peopel were coming to say hi, so it was pretty cool.

Then ember met up with mike, ben and liam. Had a good chat over a beer and chilled with some pool. All good.



So now I'm in my room, my shit is everywhere, all still packed. At least I've got the esstentials out good and proper.

The computer is completely set up with internet and speakers running and the bed is made...ish.

But that's all that matters. For now, sleep because tomorrow I think I'm gonna move this bed and wardrobe around to see if I can make this room look bigger than it already is! whoop whoop!
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# 30 Aug 2006
New york day 2...or maybe 3....I can't rmeember.

No doubt my drunken post last nigth got out so I'll explain.



Last night w went out to a comedy club. Bought some tickets off a dude in times square.

Twas well funny. Because we were English we just got ripped on all night. It made it a lot funnier for us.

Plus they weren't IDing so we bought a couple of drinks. $330 worth however. Man it was crazy trying to get home lol.

In the end we had two being sick. Worst of all though is that we put one of our mates to bed cause he was wasted.

At around 2am he rolled out of bed into a randomers. Then got up, went to the door of our room and began pissing on our door. The toilet is down the corridor. By the time we all realised he was half-way through and I rmemeber saying "guys he's done the damage we might aswell let him carry on."

Twas well weird. But awesomely funny. He don't remember a thing. Our dorm room smells of piss though.



Today i've been at 5th ave trying to shop. The Apple store is awesome. But everywhere else sucks really. Suppose H&M is ok though.

We took our mates to go buy broadway tickets, I don't have enough moolah for that so we jsut went for the walk. What interested me and John was the New York Church Of Scientology opposite the ticket booth.

We decided to walk in and take the piss, but they got us back by making us sit through a 15minute presentation on their faith. Man was it funny!

But it was proper like a cult. Walking down a corridor, children being interviewed, strapped to machines that read theaton levels stuff. Fucking scarey, thought they were gonna brainwash us or something. However we decided to get out of there before it got too serious.

And now I'm back here, jsut chilling for a bit. Probably go catch a movie late. Wanna see invincible or CRank. Looks awesome.



Gotta go, my cafe time is running out!
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# 30 Aug 2006
New york day 2...or maybe 3....I can't rmeember.

No doubt my drunken post last nigth got out so I'll explain.



Last night w went out to a comedy club. Bought some tickets off a dude in times square.

Twas well funny. Because we were English we just got ripped on all night. It made it a lot funnier for us.

Plus they weren't IDing so we bought a couple of drinks. $330 worth however. Man it was crazy trying to get home lol.

In the end we had two being sick. Worst of all though is that we put one of our mates to bed cause he was wasted.

At around 2am he rolled out of bed into a randomers. Then got up, went to the door of our room and began pissing on our door. The toilet is down the corridor. By the time we all realised he was half-way through and I rmemeber saying "guys he's done the damage we might aswell let him carry on."

Twas well weird. But awesomely funny. He don't remember a thing. Our dorm room smells of piss though.



Today i've been at 5th ave trying to shop. The Apple store is awesome. But everywhere else sucks really. Suppose H&M is ok though.

We took our mates to go buy broadway tickets, I don't have enough moolah for that so we jsut went for the walk. What interested me and John was the New York Church Of Scientology opposite the ticket booth.

We decided to walk in and take the piss, but they got us back by making us sit through a 15minute presentation on their faith. Man was it funny!

But it was proper like a cult. Walking down a corridor, children being interviewed, strapped to machines that read theaton levels stuff. Fucking scarey, thought they were gonna brainwash us or something. However we decided to get out of there before it got too serious.

And now I'm back here, jsut chilling for a bit. Probably go catch a movie late. Wanna see invincible or CRank. Looks awesome.



Gotta go, my cafe time is running out!
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# 30 Aug 2006
New york comedy club

twas awesome-o

I'm very drunk right now and we've been sneaking into the hosdtel well drunk too.



we racked up a $330 biull on drinks tonight. people are puking everywhere it's so funny;

other thn that it was well cool.

the guys had a well good time and most of the acts were really funny; it wadn't proper comedy central though.It was very hbo/unoffcial, we were lied to a little bit me thinks, but it was all cool. a laugh.



right now I'm just walking around the hostel in search of someone to talk to, its so boring when not everyone can drnk and theres suvh strict rules.

i dunno prettu gay. but the night was spot on and I'm really getting used to the whole newyork thing. like navigating and stuff.



Tomorrow....I'm going to have a huge hangover. we'll see what I do :(

I rreLLY wanna shop but I think I'm down to my last 100 or so. which isn't good at all. not for 2 days.

Migght need a loner from someone.



whoop anyways I'm going to go run around some more. maybe even have a shower@ whoop whoppo






# 29 Aug 2006
OC and new york

I'm in new york right now.



been at ocean city for the past few days living it up on the beach having fun dodging waves and saving peoples lives (ill tell you about that if you ask)



yeah it was awesome but very expensive and I'm running so low on money now its unbelieveable.

ive been in new yorkfor two days now. yesterday we walked times square til 2am and today I've been there checking everything out again.



tonight were gonna see a comedy show for comedy central!

yes! I'm going to be in the audience for one of those stand up shows I've been watching all my life! whoop whhoppp



anyways gotta go, sherie is supposed to be in this hostel somewhere so I'm gonna go phone her seei f she's around.










# 19 Aug 2006
Almost over

Yep, it's nearly there. Only one week of mandatory summer camp left then I'm free to go!

But am I gonna go?
I've put my name down to continue working here for a family camp. I think it would be awesome to work that cuz it'd be so chilled and I'd get to spend a little more time taking in everything rather than being rushed every two minutes.


Sherie messaged me today though saying she's going on the 1st. That would be an awesome time to leave, and I'm gonna check my ticket to see what time my flight is, just to see if I'm on the same as hers.

Ohh decisions, decisions.

Well the past two weeks have been horiffic to be honest. Ghetto kids. Being sworn at every 5 seconds, being called "cracker" and "nigga" every 2 seconds sucks too. I dunno why, but I still like being here.

It seems that there is something a little more worthwhile coming out of this rather than just the simple money or the "experience". Oh and don't get me wrong either, it's definetly not about the kids!

I dunno, tis very stressful, and you feel like you're working out all the time...weird.

There have been a few counsellors leaving recently and thats pretty sad we'll see how it goes.
I'm just glad it's nearly over.
Dunno what I'm gonna do after however.

I'm completely institutionalised now.
I can't wake up later than 7:00am, even if I try.

Sucks balls. But hopefully I'll be going out and getting drunk tomorrow night after I work for some extra money intructing some low ropes.

Dunno how I'm feeling right now. I'm ready to go home, but if I go too early I'm gonna miss something. And if I go to late I could end up spending too much money and leave myself in the shit for uni.

Ok...I'll leave this with a few more pics....




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# 23 Jul 2006
Half way

I'm pretty ill right now to be honest with you.
I've got like a cold or something. It sucks balls. It's mainly from exhaustion because the work here is really hard.

I get a max of 6 hours sleep per night because some kids will have been up and messing about etc. That's why I'm ill.

I've been working on improving the paintball course over the weekend, we managed to drag a sailing boat, a canoe, and loads of random boat pieces down there to make it better.

I'm also designing a few new games which is cool.
It's a pretty good job working on paintball, you get to be really creative whilst playing paintball. tis awesome.

The only bad thing about camp is the kids really. Saying something 10 times before they actually do it is really annoying!
But we're half way. 2 and a half more sessions to go and then...god knows what I'm going to do. Suppose I'll go back to uni or something.

Haven't really done much outside of camp to be honest. Infact all I've done is eat or buy clothes. Not the best thing in the world.
I don't crave alcohol anymore which is very weird, have to sort that out when I get back home.

Got a vid up of me going down the zipline, it's not completely awesome but it gives you an idea of what I do everyday lol.



Get this video and more at MySpace.com



Heres two pics taken by a guy from the washington post, proper pro pics, AWESOME. there's loads more but these two are the only two I could get to actually load because the computers here are so wank.



Random water fights are starting to happen a lot at camp.


Me carrying matt, a kid from my cabin session 2...pretty cool photo!
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# 8 Jul 2006
Awesome time?

Howdy ya'll.

Rigth now IU'm in a country inn.

We rented it last night so we could get drunk in it. First time I've tasted beer in a month, it was gorgeous.

To cut a long story short, I slept in the bath.



First session over and I don't know how I'm feeling. It was hard, really hard. By thew end of it all I wanted to strangle children. It was all good though because we've got a good work group where most help each other out when they need it.

But it was hard. There were many times where you consider just taking off and leaving. It makes me feel sick sometimes when I have to proper bitch on an 8 year old. I don't know what's stopping me. There's something, it's definetly not the kids, or the experience. I think it's just the place. Getting away, stuff like that.

Plus I played paintball every morning last week for three hours shooting kids I hated. It was awesome.But I can imagine that next session they're going to take it off me :(

I'm going to a baseball game later, that should be a good cool-down activity.

Anwyays, better fuck off.









# 25 Jun 2006
Washington DC continued!

whoop, got some more time free, tis 1:30am now and I've got a little bit of time to post.

Went to DC today, I only wanted to see the Lincoln Memorial and I got to go there so it's all good.

We were in the middle of a bomb scare though...

We decided to sit on a patch of grass beside the white hou7se and all of a sudden the police came and asked us if wed left a bag that wasn't too far away from us. Within minutes there were police cordoning off the area, kinda crapped myself, but managed to get some of it on film.



Decided I'm going to take a lot more videos than pictures. I think they tell a better tale. Gonna get a vid of going down the Zip line in my first ropes session...well hope so. Then maybe take it on the paintball course try to vid some action out there in the counsellor game.



The kids come monday, shitting it. Got my new cabin yesterday though, and it's sweeeet! best cabin on camp, with a balcony, carpet the lot.

Been staying there the past few days.

Everyone has gone out and got drunk again tonight. I was going to be I'm so knackered from walking around DC all day.

Had an awesome time though.



Other than that I can't wait to get into the routine of camp. The other day they gave a presentation on what could happen if we didn't do our job properly. It was basically to scare us. It did. Not the gory stuff wit hte kid drowning, but what could happen to us when soemthing accidental may happen. I think it's had a bit of a negetive effect on the camp and counsellor morale. Led to a few more arguments too.

Things are starting to get tense around here. It's building, everything is good right now, I mean really good, but I can see soem stuff blowing right up soon.



But yeah I'm feeling shit about campers coming, I dunno what I'd do if I was wrongly accused of being a paedophile, and I think that is what is on everyones minds at the moment. How easily stuff can go wrong, and they're losing faith in management because of it.

There is this lapse but I think it'll straighten out in the first week.

Another that's scaring me is these "definite firings" that are going to happen. I'm told that it's certain there are going to be people getting fired. I can't imagine anyone at the camp getting fired. They're all too skilled, nice and just generally great. I wouldn't want anyone to go and I can't imagine camp without every single person that is here now.

Everyone has their own little contribution, tis why we're working so well. If someone goes, I wouldn't blame the counsellor themself. If any of these guys gets fired it's going to be because something beyond their control completely fucks up for them. Which isn't fair.

And you can get fired at these places for an event that was completely out of your control. No one will say it in staff training. But it's gonna happen.

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# 25 Jun 2006
Washington DC

Went to WAshington today...blah blah...it was cool, not got much time, heres some pics...

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# 17 Jun 2006
Certification over

I've finished all my activity training now.

Paintball yesterday was awesome. Training on how to ref and then whacking out a few games at the end. I'm reffing my first session today, some stag party or something. Still, should be good to get a bit of experience in that sort of area.

Other than that I've been lazing and chillin in the sun, it's an awesome place, really picturesque, well across the lake and there's a suprising amount of deer around...

I'm dying for a beer. Really craving. Just a taste would do me. Everyone else went out last night and had a good time on the piss, I staying in, wasn't particularly up for it.

Not taken many pics yet, everyone else is doing enough for me, but I hope to get a vid of going down the zipline within the next week, so if I can find a broadband connection I'll get that vid up here.

Sorry can't comment back to anyone. I've not really got much time to sit on this thing and/or I just really can't be bothered to chat backto any of you ;)

I'm only typing this really cause I'm a little bit homesick, but it don't matter, I'll get over it in a day or two.

Right, I gotta get something to eat some how, missed breakfast and I better get somethin in me before I start running around like an idiot.
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# 15 Jun 2006
Camp Letts

G'day all,

I'm here posting from the summer office in YMCA camp letts maryland.



Havin a fucking awesome time. Got certified in rope climbing today, that's awesome climbing about all day. I've got paintball training on friday and then Six flags amusement on sat. Then a week of cpr training etc and the kids come.

Shit scared of the kids, but I think it'll be ok. Met a lot of cool people who will help each other through it all.

I'm eating pretty healthy, gettin up at 7am goingt obed at 12, fucking cool!

Well that's about all I can say. Gotta be quick, think they're closing this place in second. But don't worry, there will be more detailed posts, with a lot of pics coming in the future.

I'm havin' an awesome time :D
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Apr - May 2006 (originally posted on myspace blog) [Apr. 25th, 2006|06:48 am]
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# 21 May 2006
Summer Ball 2006

May 20th was the final party night of this academic year - The summer ball.

Me and mini C went to Taking back sunday first which was ok and after drinking the best part of a bottle of apple corkys on the drive home we went. Bit gutted I missed Dirty Sanchez, cuz apparenlty it was quite good.

The rock tent was awesome. and it was good to wank around. The strippers were ugly and needed to get off stage as soon as possible....didn't see any other acts really. The faders were very "ten things I hate about you" esque but they were suprisingly good. The Bodyrockers, however, need need to stop making "music".

Other than that. I lasted til 7 again, but this time actually got in the photo :D

whoop whoop

Here's my set of pics. Jonny took em all. But my cam is a bit shite so you don't really get any atmosphere :/ I'm sure Jonnys pics will be a lot better.

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# 20 May 2006
Caveman night


The last gobble of the year saw the Bwad Bwoys of Royal Doulton, a few cheeries, mini and G go out as Cavemen. I didn't because I could be bothered. but I went. And here is how normal and uncontraversial that night went...

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Well yeah that's all of Debbies photos. This post is part one because Jonny who is awol at the moment should no doubt have loads and Debbies mate is said to have some too. Hardcore. Be prepared for more.
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# 14 May 2006
Paz Night

I didn't want to do these in thumbnails but there's so many I just culdn't physically comment on all of them.
This is Pazs final night in the LRV as a student. What a hardcore night it was.

A fitting sending off I think....here we are.
There are more. but I wanted to get all the ones with the sign in :D


Me licking the LBS in Paz

Sherie piccing some girls with Pazs "Paz, I'm Pregnant!" sign.
whoop

The rastas wanted a piece
Damn! who's this? Call me :D

Mini being shunned out of a threesome
Mini moving in on Ruth

There are no limits to what Paz can do
Pic of the night...Badger getting Paz pregnant
More lovely girls who Paz has doinked
Tv presenter mini

It took ages to get these girls to stand there
Dom finding out he can read....consequentially finding out it's not his.

Paz getting ethnic!

The domestic continues

Me and Paz if he had no hair

Pimpage

I think Paz could be headed if he ever went to naam and made friends the glitter.
Lee

Getting in

Paz, always hovering


The first pic of the man himself with the guy from lost
Group photo
Top girls :D

Orgy

The Mac and the Smood

Randoms
Sophie and some biiiatches
How big?
Ping Chow mei po

getting in there
Mike, tom and the original Siobahn

Paz sees no Gender

Paz sees no rank

good photo and someone we don't know
Paz sees...no idea

Sherie

Lewis, me Nick

No idea
Ryan and Me

Bar staff

Gayness

LBS n Dom
I'm pointing at...somehting

Gricco and a girl...

Me n Caz

Two hands needed
Security even getting in on it

Weird Al Yankovic
Freaky

No, it's not nerd night
Well positioned

The tats

"who looks more like Paz" comptetion...I vote twatrag


Wasted!
Ahem....
So legendary he got himself pregnant

No idea
Aman(Amrita) Damn.

Fighting over chairs?


Admire the sign :D
Hottie

Me, Kelly Chung and Le Ork

Security, the guy from i still know what you did last summer and American Football Paz

Whihc one's which?
Still freaky

Yeah Maan

Anisha loves a good finger up the bum

Rowdy
Know your place

Paz and....I dunno, some nu-metal basist

American Football Paz, Too Tiny for Sex Paz, Chinky Chinky Paz

Top Gun Paz
Running?

Group...Again?
<3

2nd best pic I think, dunno why
More security staff
Get it up there!

Druuuunk

Paz sees no race
Whoop

Window face
Big gay bears


Seriously...G you need a job in fear factory or something...even as a guy in the background or somehting.

Done
5:48 AM



# 28 Apr 2006
The Disgrace that was....April 28th.

Last night. Last night. I'm utterly disgusted with myself. I feel like crap. It was because we drank Vodka again. It sends me stupid and retarded.

I did a lot of stupid things last night. Stuff I feel totally embarrassed(sp) about. And I apologise if you're reading this and I told you to die, you had no soul, or were too ugly to be near me. I said those things - that was just the start.

I also took my camera out last night for the first itme in ages. But I was took drunk to use it. I did get a few shots off....125 to be exact. But they're mostly of peoples hands, the backs of peoples heads, the celing and inanimate objects. meh...here's the highlights though.

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I don't remember anything. I just know I woke up very annoyed at myself.
People have told me stuff but I don't know what to believe now.
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# 25 Apr 2006
My second, more comfortable gay experience...

Satuday April 23rd saw the Stallions Awards night held at the LRV.I had a great time at the LRV even thought I had to go through the humiliation of collecting the Defensive MVP award that wasn't for me. How second string to I feel?

After a number of kangeroos and other cider/lager based drinks some bright spark decided they wanted to go take over the gay club again. So we did. This time is was a lot more comfortable, and a lot more fun. Was fucking brilliant, had a real good just because you don't get all the shit that comes with going to centre of town clubs.

Jonny took shit loads of photos, so from the 236 he took I whittled them down to these few best ones. Chole is supposed to have more so expect a few from the lube fight we had at the end of the night on here.


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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2006|06:31 am]
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My first gay experience.... :S (56K beware)

Well...last night was definetly something different.

I'm sorry to disappoint but this isn't a post to say that I got with a dude or I'm coming out. Nope, last night I got hammered and made my first trip to a gay bar with a bunch of queers.



To be perfectly honest with you it wasn't that bad. A bit uncomfortable at first and a bit weird in the toilets. Did not want to get bum raped. The music was...cheerful...happy...gay. For some reason it's forbidden to mention 911 though. Oh then at the end of the night I was drunkenly coaxed into having my hair straightened...not happy about that.

But all in all I had a well fun night with some new people who I've haven't seen/talked to much before.

Ok, not really the picture post I was expecting to write....but here we go...
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Trying to get Jonny to show his versitility

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Posing like Jonny
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Chris
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Damn hott, you know it
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Tom and me again trying to stop Jonny from doing the same pose
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Jonny posing....me not
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Was my whole night trying to stop Jonny from posing?
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In the Roebuck before we made the spontaneous decision to go to a gay club
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I really really like this photo. Plus I pulled a chair out from under Tash so I've got to be nice. I'm sorry sorry about that :'(
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Outside "The Club"
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The only other straight dude in the club
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Random shot of me n Nancy
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Ross and ...Jen I think her name was
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Ross and Jonnys pose

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I like this photo too. I believe it will be on my myspace soon enough.

The straightening of the hair.
Erk...really really don't like it.
Damn queers :P

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Fucking wasted
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So gay.



Well thats it. nothing more to say.... I'm going to go quietly kill myself now :P
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